The worst month of my life.

After 10 years working with industries.

2019 middle month, ive been stop hiring by old experience company and my birthday coming by and fasting days is follow tru. what a misrable life. its totaly out of my measuring and plan and traget.

turn myself in surrouding by piss off auros when i found  out im no longer been need in the service .
confusing turning my self up and down, and try to seek which part im doing wrong  until myturn been cutting down. thats piss me off, couldnt find the answers. so, im being me.. just be positive vibes. its been sad to left crews ive been learn and happy together treat like family coach them and or ive been coach , i called it recycle life of work enviroment. memories cant shut down people that easy.

thats the reason people seek for better memories to bring to life and walks tru the world with free life.

which really piss me off, im married like they too, they are to worry about the position to be taken or stop been hiring, so do my self. Thats question is no longer need to be ask when youre in the position because youre one of the passed person been qualified as permenant job at Brunei Shell once you succes attend the test during probations.

Then thing turns arounds, that scare me off . Lies conquers positions when you are on the top to scare somebody putting you down because off person on the position is leak of knowledge.

when youre meet somebody giving all the best for the company and try to making sure all the job perfectly qualities maintains, those guys need to be keep or delivery appreciate for part of the company. If things turn into insulting then those top position need to find new requirements. To avoids danger survilence which non to danger and turn into beast!.

ive say my words. and its trues. even the weather changes.
even creator of Allah changes. its not possible human changes.



TIME TO FIGURE TO CHANGE THE LIFE CYCLE 

NOW IM NO LONGER WORKER OF ANY COMPANYS.
IM NOT LONGER ANY BODY SLAVE OR BUCKET OF INSULTS.

NOW IM FOCUS GETTING MY SELF BACK TO THE BEST OF MYSELF.

DAILYS IVE FIGURE IT OUT HOW TO BREAK THE ICE OF MY CURRENT LIFE WHEN SOMEONE IS SPOILS YOUR LIFE OF TARGETS THIS IS MUST NEED TO BE PREPARE BECAUSE THOSE GUYS COULD TURN YOU INTO CRAZY.
SO BE POSITIVE KEEP READING.

SO WHAT IVE BEEN DONE, IM KEEPING LOOKING FOR LOCAL JOB APPLY TRU EMAILS WHICH IS COMPANY ARE SEEK FOR WORKERS. EMM  SEEN LIKE RETURN CALL BEEN SILENTS FOR COUPLE WEEKS. SO I NEED START FIND ANOTHER WAYS.
SEARCH KEEP SEARCH TRU BROWSING IVE START RECAP MY OLD MEMORIES REGARDING INVESTMENT. SNAP THIS TURN MY HEART BEAT PUMP LIL BIT BETTERS.

SO I STARTED  WITH BUYING GOLD FOR MY WIFE AND SILVER TO MAKING SURE MY BUDGET IS NOT REALLY IN LOW LEVEL TO AVOID HELP FROM PARENTS OR OTHERS.

WHEN I REALISE THE PHYSICAL GOLD AND SILVER REALLY SLOW ME DOWN  MAKING RECYCLE FOR GAINING PROFIT OF WHICH IVE BEEN SPEND.

KEEPING SEARCHING  BECOME PART OF MY LIFE NOW, IVE BEEN LOST COUPLE DAYS TO FIGURE IT OUT HOW MAKE THING BETTERS.

START TEXT MY MON WHEN I LOST HOPES . ASK FRIENDS ETC. STILL LIFE GOES TURNING AROUNDS.

FEWS DAYS I TRY TO IGNORE WHAT JUST HAPPEN TO ME AND ITS REALLY UPS AND DOWNS. BUT MARRIED TOUGH ME TO BE STRONG.

FINALLY IVE GAIN MY BELIEVE MYBE FOREX COULD HELP MY LIFE AND MY WIFE AND FUTURE KIDS.

FOREX IVE EXPERIENCE BEFORE IT NEED ALOTS OF TIME TO MONITORING IF YOUR DEALING SHOT TIME OR SHOT PIPS.

NOW IM TARGETING FOR SECURE MY FINANCE MYBE LOOKING FOR $60 A DAY FOR STARTED STILL THIS THING NEED COACH ME.

YOUTUBE HELPS ME ALOTS, DEPENDS EITHER I TRUST OR NOT.

IF I COULD FIND 1000 A MONTH OR A WEEKS

THEN FOREX IS MY LIFE OF SYTLE NOW I NEED TO MASTERED IT FIRST.
HOPE THINGS GOES WELL , IN SHA ALLAH.

ALL TRUST TO ALLAH.




Regards
Honest Words.